02 February 2006

My father has died...


My father has died...
And I'm so sad that I couldn't ever think about it...
My father as gone...in the 15th of January of 2006.
Some how, a part of me has gone with him, I can not explain how sad it is...

When my mother and myself with my brothers were supposed to get my father from a Mitral's Stretch Correction operation back home, that have been good gone trough and the post-operatory time was OK, the doctors tell us that he had a cardio-stoppage...
To all the world: my father was the best of men...and I don't feel anger, but sorrow...
He will be forever in my heart...

Good bye, my father.
Your son:
João Paulo Correia dos Santos

11 comments:

Damien said...

Hey GTX sorry about your loss chap,
hopefully your feeling better today - I know that won't make things easier but it well eventually get better -

Cheers DM

GTX said...

Damien,
like castles made it of sand falling into the sea...eventually! (Jimmy Hendrix)
Everything vanishes toward to these emotions that I'm feeling.
As time goes by...
Cry me a river
And I cry a river
Over you
(the couple that first sing this song they have had a huge discussion, at the time, and they have sing it so well...)
All this mixture of emotions in motion make me remember the words I never told him, the times that I have made him angry about, and, even today, I feel like I walk in a kind of dream, especially if I picture him, in my mind, laying down in the coffin.

HS said...

aw, thats so sad! I'm sorry to hear about the passing of your father. I do know that he must have been a great man and father to have raised such a nice son that loves him as much as you do.

GTX said...

hs: it's true, I LOVE him a lot, and the love part is in the present time, like he really never had gone in the real time travel.
My heart shrinks only by mention that...with pain...and, like every single father the merit that name, he gave me all that he know to raise me like a good man.

Snave said...

I'm saddened to hear about the loss of your father, and I hope things are going better in your life as time passes by. My father is ill and has been declining in health for the last two years, so I know his time is coming. Still, I believe it is something for which no son or daughter can truly ever be ready.

My best wishes to you during your difficult time.

Sheryl said...

GTX,

Sorry to hear about your dad. I hope you get to feeling better, although I know it will be hard. Take care of yourself.

Sheryl

GTX said...

Indeed Sheryl thanks for your support, I need that like bread to my mouth. I'm feeling quite thoughtful these dark days. And yes, I believe you know what I mean.

GTX said...

Snave,
sorry this late answer (my fault). Thanks for your support and best wishes to your Dad. You doing well be prepared, cause all of you seem to me parentally fortunate. We live so little time, don't you agree?

henri Banks said...

One year a go i lost my father i know what you feel,you only got one father.
You never going to forget him and he always going to be there in your heart.I am not a kid annymore but without a father... it is strange i miss him!!
live goes on you will see
Greetings
Henri Banks

henri Banks said...

And by the live is so damn short Enjoy it ;-)

GTX said...

Henri,
Thanks for your concern
I'm trying to get over...
I'll try...